I miss you

Thank you for making the decision to love me. I know that you had clue about the drama you were getting yourself into.  You made the choice to give up your dreams to give me the opportunity to live mine. I know that since we hardly speak you didn’t know I felt that way. I want to love you, but the only way I can is to stay away. I miss the relationship we could have had, but I could not shake you out of your crazy shit. I told you the relationship you and your mom’s had I just can’t do. She called you a bitch, hurt your feelings and now you call me that too. I love you more than I can stand, and would love to be more than your friend at least act like we kin. The only problem is you have never come to terms that I am a grown ass woman. I still miss you though…